In the name of ME
It is enough ok if you can trust my spiritual vocation , when I am talking about motivation. Believing that only frustration comes with , how I said, motivation, you just have to believe in your <hate> -yes, it is a sort of hate, not for people, just for human beings 
-and just take yourself to another upper level. This is inside of my creature right now and it makes me so much more stronger. My principal problem is that I use to compare myself to others, and it’s growing in my soul sadness and underapreciating skills, that I really don’t need. My foolish personality underlines a lot of weakness, unfortunately. But when you discover just a little value , you realize that the problem is not really with your being; it could be ,maybe, with your communication breakdown.
What am I understanding in “Communication Breakdown”
No, it’s not the Led Zeppelin song and it’s not a problem with my telephone area. It is just a mess with your ”Ego “and your exterior face. And now I will make a necessary introduction in my life . I’m sort of happy( cuz’I live with a beautiful impression of being loved). I feel quite ok with my image. I am an essayst . Socio-political essayst and religion reader. It’s a bit interesting at the begining , but believe me that I am a frustrated woman who believes about herself that she’s a loser. Soy une perdedore( Thank you , Beck! You really helped me!) … And from now on I want to think positive about myself. That’s why I am writting about frustration. I am motivated and I feel that I can reach the statute I need. Again, like in my other posts, lot’s of “I”. Don’t ever think that you have a problem. OTHERS DO!
With apologies
I realized that I’m a nothing good man. I’m not actually useless. I may confuse you anytime with my meanings. But that doesn’t mean I have a definition. Maybe I’ m just a stupid dreamer ( but I’m not) , or a dreamy philosopher (but I’m not). Lot’s of “I”…YOU SAW THAT.
The time is coming to take me…Loser of my persona. Shame! Really don’t know why posting this things. Just want to talk to somebody, but nobody will understand the thoughts of a liar. Of a misery one. Shame… Why am I that dirty liar? Isn’t it funny to read my words? I guess it is. I would laugh in your place: reading the insanity of a sick mind, lost mind, poor mind.
I’m tired of lying people. I should live my own work, but I’m not. Just lying everybody that I love, that LOVES me. Unfortunately, I gotta write thoose words here. I’m too sad about myself and my condition. Where is my power? My justice? My straight caracter?
Do you know the feeling of loneliness?
With Apologies.
I hope this post won’t make a very mean opinion about me.
Proto.
25.09.2011
21: 33
Things we deserve in life
Money…
Ok, about money I can say that we always deserve’ em if we work. Of course, I know I’m following the american model ( when Europe’s immigrants started to force the economycal power of The New Land ). Let’s define the concept of money : it’s a circle of earned and given. You can’t live without them, so just try to make more and spend less. It doesn’t matter from wich social rang you are. Work is available as the greatest money maker, so , if the chance of being “rich and puffy” didn’t hit you, come and joy me and let’s find our future.
Love…
Everybody is in a big search , if I can say so. Needing affectivity and motivation, we just offer our life to another one. It ‘s a very beautiful thing love…But I just don’t want to go deeper and deeper , because I think that I ‘ve find mine, so loneliness SUCK!
A warm bed:)
When you come home and you feel so tired, you just jump in your bed and get warmer easy. I believe in a warm sheler , named HOME, where somebody is waiting you and somebody is waited by you…where the power of peace is calming you in joy.
Happiness…
We all feel sometimes that stress or depression is overcoming us. Happiness it’s innexistent,unfortunately. In this big big world full of external factors that just kill us, we can not think clearly and meditate, because you know that just by meditation and self-reflecting we will find a sort of joy. But, as I said , a warm bed, a beloved person, a family and ,maybe, a cookie(why not?:)) are helping me to reach my happiness. Everybody has his little pleasure in life.
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